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Tokyo+ univ + Gerard Way's signature + etc...

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 29, 2012, 6:59 AM


Hello how are you guys????
I'm still alive btw lol
It has been 3 months since I came to Tokyo and became a freshmen in a university. So many changes in my life and I have been busy adjusting to them!  
So I apologize for my disappearance for months...and because I haven't been drawing lately! D:

So far life is going great.
Tokyo is a nice place to live...so many cute and weird stuff(?) available here! I like it lol
Even though sometimes I wish I had a less Japanese face cos actually my Japanese suck and no one ever realizes that I'm a foreigner before I start talking in english/broken japanese LOL SORRY
There are also times when Chinese students started talking to me in Chinese without realizing that I cannot speak Chinese other than "xie xie" hahahAHAHA

*actually I AM Chinese ethnically but I never learnt mandarin cos I never need to use it with my family*

At first I feel kinda weird studying both English and Japanese and use both everyday (cos my university program is in English and I'm also required to take japanese classes)..and I miss chatting with friends in Indonesian (there's only a few Indonesians here); but I'm getting used to it!
My English skills all came from my hobbies watching western movies, listening to american music and reading fanfics(?) probably lol
I can survive with English but I don't think I want to waste 1 year studying  Japanese intensively cos I still want to improve my English so yeah I enrolled to this kind of university program.

Also university is waaaaaaaaaaay less cruel than my senior high school so I pretty much enjoy my life right now. Finally hahhaha
(if you have been following me since 2009 you probably remember that I always ranted about school and science and shits around them)



It's winter now and christmas is coming soon aahh I'm so excited (although I miss celebrating christmas with my family) *sobs*
Btw Colonel Sanders also celebrates Christmas here.........lol



In other news, I WON WARNER MUSIC JAPAN'S GIVEAWAY AND GOT GERARD WAY'S SIGNATURE AJGFKJFDKGFDG
lol among all japanese fans
my god I feel so lucky because I live in japan also and became one of the 10 lucky people




It's just a signature but it's a big deal for me and also for Japanese fans.
Apparently MCR never held meet and greet in Japan...and I also never met MCR when they came to my country. I never even got to watch their concert.
America is too far and expensive to visit (I considered studying there but my family can't afford it, especially if I want to go to art school) OTL

ahhh I hope I can meet Gerard, Mikey, Frank and Ray somewhere in the future ;u;




By the way I still have some unfinished requests, even though it's been 4 months I'm still trying to find time to work on them one by one and I will finish them. (even if you already forgot about it lol)
I'm really really sorry for making people wait months.....but I want to let you know that I still remember your requests.
And if I haven't replied to your comments...that means I'm busy >.<

I can write this right now cos I just finished half of my midterms and I have no class tomorrow.

*this one is a wip from a month ago that I haven't touched again OTL



  • Listening to: Touching On My

Thank you

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 14, 2012, 8:31 AM


I just want to say thank you for all birthday wishes you sent me!
Sorry I haven't been on dA lately.
I think I need to take a few days off drawing cos I want to focus on preparing for my future university life.
The day I'm going to leave my country and live alone in a big city far far away is drawing nearer *sobs*
There are many irl things I need to take care of before I go.
So I might not do the unfinished requests for a while, sorry! But I WILL finish it.

Anyway, thanks for all the watches and comments.
Take care guys :*

  • Listening to: Touching On My

Free MCR sketch, anyone? [CLOSED]

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 2, 2012, 10:33 PM


UPDATE:
Since I've gathered 10 people, the request is closed now!
I will upload the finished pieces one by one to dA tomorrow.
Btw I decided to make this more than sketches (meaning I will do lineart+color the pic)!

I will reply to your comments with link to the finished piece. I probably won't upload them all at once cos I don't want to spam your message XD
Hope you don't mind waiting!



It's 12 pm here and I'm home alone with not much to do so yep
I'm currently in the mood of drawing MCR. Sorry guys, I don't open request for other fandoms/more general topic....cos I'm too lazy to search for references *shotd*

Okay so the first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a free sketch from me.
It will have to be about MCR or else I won't draw.
Write a prompt for me. (example: gerard wearing mini skirt)
I will draw anything: straights, frerard, waycest, self-cest, mikey x unicorn,  whatever as long as it's not NC17.

1. :iconladytayyay:
2. :icontoxicbullet-killjoy:
3. :iconwithinmeloveresides1:
4. :iconurramasullamas:
5. :iconraindropsonroses21:
6. :iconkilledmyhopes:
7. :iconbibibunga:
8. :iconpositive-amp-dreamer:
9. :iconitz-cindyrella:
10. :iconsuperturtle31:


Shoooot

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I will post the sketches as soon as I've finished them.
Gotta eat lunch bye

  • Listening to: Resistance

I need your help guys ;u;

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 24, 2012, 10:25 PM


Guys, I'm joining a local comic competition and I need support from you by LIKING this album on facebook! (like the whole album, not the pages!)
[link]




If it's not too much, I would really really appreciate it if you can share my submission with your friends or other people by sharing it on your facebook account or deviantart/reblogging this on tumblr!
Thank you! Every "LIKE"s means a lot to me! ;u;

  • Listening to: Supermassive Black Hole

let's play this...

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 16, 2012, 10:23 PM


I got tagged by :iconmayatakamera:

RULES

1. You must post the rules
2. Each person must post 5 things about them in their journal
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them.
6.. No tag backs
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this". You legitimately have to tag 11 people


Five things that theoretically might be true.
1. I blog everyday because I have no life
2. I don't like kpop or asian music. But people often mistaken me as a kpop fan because of my style.  (I don't even...)
3. I only draw when I want to... I'm a very moody artist. That's why I rarely draw.
4. I get mistaken as a Japanese more than 10 times already. Even in my country. Why oh god why// maybe it's fate that I must live in Japan and become japanese someday omg
5. I'm a HUGE procrastinator.

Now for the questions ~MayaTakamera asked me:

1) The object to your left is your weapon in a zombie apocalypse.
iPhone. HAHAHA

2) Who is the Romeo to you Juliet?
MY BED

3) One food in the world you wish didn't exist.
Raisin.

4) Who is the person you admire the most?
Gerard Way. ;u;

5) Can I have a link to your favorite song or Artist?
Favorite song: Mama (My Chemical Romance)

6) What do you do for a living?
I sell myself

7) Do you have any qualifications?
JLPT N3, TOEFL....??

8) How do you feel about a Harry Potter Role playing blog on tumblr?
I don't know.. XD

9) Join and/or follow this blog [link]
I'm not interested...sorry ^^;

10) Can you do a quick sketch for me please?
Sure, here's Sirius Black for you!
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11) What is your favorite tool of the trade?
Paint Tool SAI.

I tag:

:iconbibibunga: :iconnavio-tantra: :iconryuuka-nagare: :iconisacchi: :iconderrot: :iconambulanche: :icontirole: :iconryoukkun: :iconhootsweet: :iconmanisaurus: :iconkrakuyaaa-kon:

The above people must answer these 11 questions.

1) Who do you admire the most?
2) Link me to your favorite artwork you've done.
3) How long have you been sitting in front of your laptop/computer?
4) Favorite artist?
5) Favorite song/singer/band?
6) Do you read gay fanfictions? Be honest! lol
7) How do you feel about Nicolas Cage?
8) Justin Bieber or Nicki Minaj?
9) Have you watched the newest Spiderman movie? Which version do you like better?
10) Can you do a quick sketch for me please? (of anything) ;u;
11) Strangest thing you've done at school?

Sorry for the random questions! :iconimgrinningplz:

  • Listening to: Destroya

Sorry for sudden disappearance...

Journal Entry: Wed Jul 11, 2012, 12:22 AM


I haven't updated journal for a long time whew. Maybe some of you have noticed that I wasn't active on dA last month...
A lot of things had happened. Senior prom, farewell party with my close friends, etc...
And I also went to Japan with my family from June 20- July 1.
Just to visit my university and vacation. Stuff like that.

Anyway, I just want to let you know that I'm not dead lol
Sorry for late update. I already came back home in July 2 actually.
I'm still on a long holiday... univ will start in September and I want to spend most of time here with my family before I departed.
I can't wait to start living in Tokyo. It's going to be tough but fun. ;u;

Here are some photos (not too many).

My university.

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Rilakkuma store in a dept store in Sapporo lololol
*unimportant* *but it is IMPORTANT COS IT'S CUTE(?)*

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Linkin Park's new album.

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I bought "Live and Rare" (My Chemical Romance EP). Gerard's drawing is so cute lfkgjlfkjgsglfdgjsdfg

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I don't want to make this journal image heavy so that's all~
If you want to see my complete trip, just go to my blog and search in the previous entries haha. I still blogged while in Japan.
I even updated everyday with unimportant photos I took with my iphone lol

Have a nice day!

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  • Listening to: Raise Your Glass

I finally graduated from high school!! ;u;

Journal Entry: Sat May 26, 2012, 8:11 AM


I finally graduated from high school :icontearplz:
FREE FROM SCIENCE....

My school's rank in the capital city of my country:
Social major rank 1
Language major rank 1
Science major rank 2 (too bad! ;__; )

My school's rank in Central Jakarta: all majors rank 1.

A student in my school's science major got the 1st place of the highest scores earning in the capital city and nationally she got the 4th rank.

The national exam level of difficulty was HARDER in the capital city than in other provinces in the country so omg I'm so proud of my school and my genius friend! She's like, the only student from capital city who got the highest scores nationally.
I feel that she's the smartest in the country lol;; having won olympiad in international degree too....
omg I'm not worthy being her friend lol


This explains my feeling right now hahahaa



Thank god my lowest score in the national exams is 83 and I got some above 90s. I know I'm still considered as "below average" according to my school's standards but I don't care cos I hate science subjects lol
My friends have many 90s on their scores T__T

  • Listening to: Raise Your Glass

Username change!

Journal Entry: Thu May 17, 2012, 7:07 AM


Premium members can change their username
SO I CHANGED MINEEE ;u;
You know, the reason I was considering to make a new account was because I've always wanted to use "vachuu" as my username!
IT'S STILL AVAILABLE YAY
Now my username is the same as my twitter and tumblr. YESH
SIMPLE USERNAME IS THE BEST


I hope my name is now easy for everyone to remember! :love:

  • Listening to: A little piece of heaven - A7X

Comment hereee

Journal Entry: Tue May 15, 2012, 9:54 AM


Taken from this awesome girl :iconryoukkun: :love:

Comment on this journal and I will....


1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page.

2) Tell you a object you remind me of.

3) Tell you Element I think you belong to (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.).

4) Tell you what comic, manga/anime, or video game character you remind me of.

5) Ask you a question, and you must answer.

6) Tell you something I like about you.

7) Give you a nickname.

8) Tell you the object that is to the left of me.

9) Tell you what food/ flavor/smell you remind me of

10) Tell you to do one in your journal too



So yup comment here and I will try my best to tell you those things haha


  • Listening to: A little piece of heaven - A7X

Sub commission [TEMPORARY CLOSED]

Journal Entry: Wed May 9, 2012, 2:33 AM


EDIT: Since the slots are all taken, I close the commission for now. But only for a few days cos next week I will open the commission again! I will add information for paypal method when I open it again and I will open unlimited slots. :love:


Hi! Thanks for the watches and faves!

To make my life less boring and more challenging(?) , I decided to open commissions!
At this moment, I will only open sub commissions.
So basically it works like this:
Buy me subscription and I will draw something for you!

This is my first time doing commissions so please correct or ask me if what I write isn't clear! >.<

[Commission details]

3-MONTH SUB =  head shot to waist up with no/simple background
Sample



1-YEAR SUB = waist up to full body with background
Sample


:bulletred: full colored, B/W, lineart
:bulletred: up to 2 characters
:bulletred: A4 size, 300 dpi (if you want a specific size please ask me)
:bulletred: tools: SAI and Photoshop

[What I will draw]
:bulletyellow: fanart
:bulletyellow: original
:bulletyellow: light yaoi

[What I will NOT draw]
:bulletyellow: yuri
:bulletyellow: hentai / R18 / sexual
:bulletyellow: vehicles, robot and mecha, muscled man
:bulletyellow: furries and animals (except cute animals that are not difficult to draw)


[Rules]
1. Send me a note with this format
Title: Commission
Style of commission: B/W or full-color or lineart
Type: head shot/ waist up/ full body
Detail: Attach references and describe me what you want as much as possible!
•If it's fanart, please tell me the name of the anime/manga/movie/bands etc and give me the link to some pictures for references.
•If it's original, please give me the descriptions and references as much as possible

If you need it urgently, please include a deadline.
Also, please tell me if you don't want the image to be uploaded to my account and website.

2. I will send you the sketch first. If you are satisfied, please buy me the sub (don't do it anonymously!).
3. I will continue after I get the sub
4. Please wait patiently and I will send the completed work to you!
5. I will also upload the image to this account and my website (but if you don't want it, please tell me)
6. Each pieces may take around a week to finish. 2 weeks max. (but may be later if I have some important rl things to do)

I open three slots

1. ~MayaTakamera
2. !minguchi
3. !minguchi

If you have any questions, feel free to ask me by notes!

Actually I want to use paypal as the payment method,
but I still forgot my paypal password *will deal with it later urgh*
After the slots are filled and all works are done, I will open commissions again with paypal method (and with subbie again if anyone is interested)! So don't worry if you missed this. :love:


Anyway, I'm still on holiday waiting for graduation and my univ life begins in September so I actually have more time to do things I couldn't do in high school days. Later I want to open commissions to help funding my college tuition and life expenses in Tokyo.
I am going to study abroad and since I don't come from a very rich family I will have to work my ass off for scholarships and part-time jobs in the future!
If I was a rich person I would have tried to get into some cool universities in USA but...lol I can't even afford to go there! (not to mention that art schools are DAMN EXPENSIVE!) And I never even stepped my foot outside Asia and Australia HAHAHA

  • Listening to: A little piece of heaven - A7X
I decided to make a new icon as a fresh change :love:
It's Gerard in Killjoy costume! What do you think?

:iconvachuu: :iconvachuu: :iconvachuu:

By the way, I'm cleaning my gallery and moving old arts to scraps.
If you're looking for some of my Death Note and Hetalia fanarts, you can still find them in scraps section of my gallery.

Yup, that's all.
I know that many of my watchers have forgotten me cos I was on hiatus for a very long time (I have like almost 2000 watchers but only 30-50 people actually noticed my comeback HAHA)
....but anyway I'm not dead and I'm trying to be active again now. I hope to submit more arts here since I'm now just waiting for high school graduation and have no assignments/tests to worry about!
It's better to have people who really love my art instead of having people who watched me because I drew mainstream anime and yaoi fanarts back then.
Drawing mainstream stuff will mostly get you popular but I don't want to go for that again today. I will now draw whatever I like. I'm thinking about making a new account but I have had so many memories with this account and I don't want to leave it!

I plan to open art trades, commissions and art giveaway but right now I want to settle some things so maybe I will do that in later months.
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Just The Way I'm Not - ATL
I have finished national exams and I am now enjoying my long holiday before graduation yayyyy :iconimhappyplz:
HIGH SCHOOL IS OVER WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
= my emo phase is over HAHAHA

I now have a lot of time to draw, I hope to use it to make more artworks and study Japanese more seriously.
Life is finally turning up on me lately!

I am going to study in Waseda University in Tokyo, Japan starting this September! :love:
Does anyone go there too?

Yeah, I decided not to go to art university because of some reasons.
I hope my university life will be much better than my high school life. It's going to be fun going to Tokyo again (and living there for 4 years)!
I can now stop ranting about math-physics-biology-chemistry cos I don't have to deal with science again for the rest of my life since I finished the national exams last week YEAHHHHHH

*fyi, I hate science but science is my major in high school HAHAHA......and it was the reason I didn't draw much during high school*

I hope my school will get the top rank again in the capital city! :D
I can't wait to be active again here!
Best wishes to you guys~ :heart:
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Loverboy- YMAS
Hi guys, I haven't updated my journal since last year so I thought I should write something as a proof that I didn't abandon my dA lol
Exams are coming from all directions and I haven't had time to draw something proper.
You can say that school is slowly eating my life!
But once it's all over, I can draw more and be on dA everyday!
I miss the days when I was in junior high and I was TOO active on dA hahaha

Anyway, I just want to let you all know that I read all messages and I have started to reply some...although I will not be able to reply them all.
There are over 11,000 messages in my inbox and I obviously can't reply them all :iconotlplz:
If I missed your comment and you still have question I haven't answered, feel free to ask me on this journal. I WILL reply~

I have sport final exam tomorrow urgh I don't know if I can do the tasks well. Even though I look skinny, I'm very bad at sports because all I do everyday is sit in front of my laptop and read creepypasta lololol
yes actually I have lots of meat (?)


I may not update my journal again for the next two months. I need to focus on my study...
It's going to be hard since I don't take extra course or tutors but I'm trying my best at science because I'm in science major.

....BUT I ACTUALLY HATE SCIENCE SUBJECTS AND WANT TO GET RID OF THEM AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.


Oh btw I will update my journal if I have got the university I want. Let's hope for the best! *u*
  • Listening to: Disenchanted
Hi guys~
I've finished the final exams and even though I still have papers to be done...but yeah I thought it'll be good to update my dA once in a while!
I said in my last journal that I won't be active before next year---yes, but since it's nearly Christmas holiday we have free time at school :)
These days, we just went to school for Christmas events lol
I will be celebrating Christmas in Bali~

A lot of things had happened during the first term of 12th grade~
My grades are dropping but I'll try my best to cover it on next term.
I also have to start applying for universities around January-February...I'll be very very busy.
If you ask about art, SVA is my dream university and I want to major illustration but I can't afford to go there LOL........
But I probably won't take art.

Oh, I haven't watched any anime lately//I'm not up to date! :/
I've been listening to a lot of music and currently I'm crazy about My Chemical Romance :love:
Gerard Way is my favourite person out of the group.
But naah I like all of them basically

btw, does any of you have any recommended anime/manga/movie to watch during Chrismas holiday? :)
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Disenchanted
I won't be active on dA anymore until next year.
There are lots of things going on my life...and I've lost enthusiasm to draw because of those things.
I'm sorry...... >.<
I can't draw if I want to survive in this last year of high school.
I can't.
I don't even have time to play or hang out with friends after school.

Btw, thank you for the birthday wishes!
Yes, I had pretty good time even though I was also busy as hell at that day. ;u;

Farewell then, see you next year!
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: I'm not okay
  • Reading: biology but I can't understand it......
(Indonesian only)

Gw dan :iconfreya-dmoonlight: akan berjualan doujinshi di event ini
Sen Yuurei No Matsuri [SENYUUM] 2011
[link]

Kita bakal jual Hetalia doujinshi
[link]

Title : HETARYTALE
Pairing : USA/UK
Size : A5
Pages : 28
Language: English
Price : Rp 25.000,00

Previews:
[link]
[link]
[link]

Jangan lupa datang ke eventnya tanggal 30-31 Juli 2011 yaaa :love: :heart:
See you there~

*Kalau yang berminat untuk membeli tapi tidak bisa datang ke event tsb silakan kirim note ke gw atau ~Freya-DMoonLight~
atau kalau kalian satu sekolah dengan kami (SMA Santa Ursula), ketemuan aja di sekolah langsung nanti kami bawain haha XDD
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Bulletproof Heart
  • Eating: yogurt
I'm going to Perth and Bali tomorrow morning so I won't be on dA until July 1. (but it's already midnight here so lol, in the morning, I mean)
My laptop has been repaired btw so I can use it....but not often cus it's not completely fixed. OTL (sth about the motherboard and stuff got error, idk)
I have to install everything from the start again OTL
I'm temporarily dead on msn since I don't have it anymore but I'll see later if I can install it again without having problems.
Damn I really hate my laptop......it's old and now cannot live without crashing =____________=;;
but I can't buy a new one atm so deal with it.

Anywayyy what shall I do in Perth??? >.>
lol I probably will just hang around cus it's my first time to go there. My dad said that it's not a crowded city and not so many people live there...idk
Does anyone has recommendation? Cheap restaurant or bookstore? XD
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Last Friday Night
  • Eating: yogurt
My laptop has been crashing DAILY
I can't start it directly without getting an error then I have to restart again and again
And this blue screen sometimes appears...

Yes, I'm back from Jogja btw. I was very tired that I decided to take some rest on weekend.
Not much to do at school these days, just waiting for the report and holiday in June-July...damn school why delaying so long
So I thought I'll use time to finish art trades and my project
BUT.....

I hope my laptop won't crash and die before the end of June....

and I hope I can still open dA to contact people I have art trades with
I've started to work on them one by one >.> ............before it's too late LOL
wow I really am the worst procrastinator OTL;;;

Good luck to everyone! :love:
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: The Ballad of Monalisa
  • Eating: Carl's Jr
I won't be able to open dA for a week until May 27 so I can't reply messages until then.
There's this school program called "live in" ;; we, the 11th graders have to go to villages and stay there for a week. Without handphone and internet. OTL
Ahhh I hope this to end soon so I can start working on unfinished art trades and stuff *A*//
Bye~

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Hi guys~ just want to tell you that I'M NOT DEAD X'DD
It's the end of year 11...and it's been so rough for me.
I couldn't draw much cus the pressure at school is just too much for me to bear...so yeah.. sorry, my watchers. OTL
It seems that I've been accepted in the wrong majors and ironically I have to go through this for 2 years. One year to go~

Let's just hope that I won't be in the same class and same people anymore.
My current class is so..........urgh. Yes, apart from the subjects I have to study, some things in that class has been stressing me so much, I won't talk about it here. (no, I'm not bullied or sth, just as you know..NO ONE CAN EVER BULLY ME LOL)
I hope I can be in the same class with my friends in year 12. Or at least not with the same people.... I really really hope so.

Uh, so yeah. I still have finals tomorrow. The finals last more than a week. My head really hurts from lack of sleep lol
I didn't sleep when studying for physics and math AND I TOTALLY FAILED BOTH EXAMS HAHAHA
Lesson learned: SLEEP, do not study too hard for those subjects. Even though I don't understand a thing but still...I need sleep. =___=

And after the finals I'll be going out of town with school...staying in villages....for a week.
7 FUCKING DAYS KFLJGLKFDJGFDLKG


Oh, and about art trades I haven't done. I will still draw them even though it's been forever
I feel so bad...
l will make it as a free art for you if you don't want to do the art trade anymore (cus I suck at finding time to draw OTL)
but if you still want to do art trade, then let's do it~but I hope you don't mind me procrastinating
Anyway, still art trade or not, I will still do my part, just wait for me to contact you haha
  • Mood: Tired
  • Drinking: starbucks
I've been really busy with school lately so I can't open dA often. I will only check my dA on weekend..sorry!
I still have art trades and stuff I have to work on, but at this time I have so little time cus I have to catch up with school or else I'll fail more on science subjects @_@
akfdjgslkfgjds why am I so stupid with science
I will try to do art trades when I have time...I'll finish them all!
art trades are motivation for me to draw because most of the time I have no idea what to draw and procrastinate with everything..lol
You all too, take your time! ;u;

I feel bad for not replying your comments and thanking devwatches like I always did two years ago...but I'm a busy high school student and I can't be in front of the computer the whole time OTL;;
year 12..please come and end faster!! OTL OTL OTL
this year 11 kinda sucks for me
ah dude I even still don't have plan of where I should go and what I want to take in college
I want to study abroad but idk if I can be that smart to get scholarship...with my current scores it's somehow impossible =____=;;
Science is making my life difficult *sigh*
  • Mood: Tired
  • Watching: crazy little thing called love

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